la belle artiste (xxdelicious) wrote,
la belle artiste
xxdelicious



yeah, so i made it.
but it was nothing short of a hassle... i couldnt find my passport two nights before... think lots of driving, stress and taking passport photos at 2 in the morning.

so far ive:
shopped


onsened (hot springs)

    even though we didn't go to a real traditional hot spring we got to lounge around in this spa wonderland where you can soak in coffee, green tea, sake, red wine and charcoal pools.

bar-ed


hookahed


anyway i have become quite used to japan and i am sure it will be a second home. a few nights ago some drunk ass guy at the taxi stand kept bothering me, even though i clearly told him i did not speak his language, when he found out i spoke english, the only words he knew was FUCK YOU and he used it. lol.

i dont update because there is nothing going on!! besides i hate bitching and moaning all the time, i do that enough.
recently i have just been like bitter and in complete awe of humankind... ones our age in general. it seems that the only voyage a typical college is to feel "accepted" and be "cool" and have lots of "attention" mikes cousin was telling me how at big parties there are always fights, or the drunk girls who make out for attention or some chicks who go all the way, naked eating out some other chick while a guy is pounding away at her in front of everyone. i thought that shit only happened in porn and was rehearsed. wow, so sexy and classy. its girls like that who make me ashamed and hate girls. its seriously pathetic and it makes me sad. and people who i meet these days are so... not full of any substance. just the same cookie cutter person society want them to be. no one seems have their own thoughts anymore.

so this is why i hang out with:
myself
myself
myself
bao
myself
myself

i dont want to compete with girls. i dont want to have "cuter" clothes. SERIOUSLY STOP IT. I DONT FUCKING CARE IF YOU TAKE X AND GO TO RAVES, I DONT CARE THAT YOU HAVE DESIGNER JEANS, I DONT CARE IF IM SKINNIER THEN YOU. IN FACT IF YOURE GOING TO BITCH ABOUT IT, YOU SHOULD GO HOME AND STICK YOUR FINGER DOWN YOUR THROAT TO MY SIZE.

sometimes when i meet new girls i can like feel them already looking at me, analyzing what i wear then finding a scheme to top me either in conversation or whatever they can find.
guys are pretty lame sometimes too.

haha sorry this is what happens when i update, but yeah. i need to move away or something. or choke a bitch, or two, or threeeeeeeeeee
i think i might be the ultimate beezy.

p.s: i think i might get a puppy.
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